settle and fling

Break up is hurt. even there's no love, there's no start. still, it hurts.

Okay, I had been with this guy since September 2009, so i guess it's been 7 - 8 months? our story like 500 days of summer (no wonder, i like those film so bad). our "friendship" is simple, lovely, and fun.

In opposite attractions there is always competition. each of us, have a high standard for partner. he was looking for a beauty, feminine, and faithful girl. i was looking for smart, good looking appearance, passionate man, mature, and bright sight future.

so, even we were very click to each other, i never fall myself to his arm, and never ever try to depend on him. cause, i know, he's not capable to fulfill my will.

we were good team, good liar, but.. trustworthy for each other. just a very lovely Fling partner

Yesterday, he said he found new girl that basically like me. left handed girl, a very match type. i didn't want to know, who exactly she is. but the point is, this girl has one thing that i can't give to him: Settle partner

it's hurt, does it?
so, i learn one thing from this, even there's no love. still, it hurts.
i learn not to play with "friendship"
friend is friend, do not use your heart, do not play with words
and the most important is: Search your settle partner,

if you're not sure with someone, don't let them hope. because there's always two options at the end. dying because of you, or leave you behind with someone better than you! hurts!