"harusnya aku sekarang buka buku, belajar"
"harusnya aku sekarang ada di kampus, rapat"
well, your plan isn't always what you did. at times, you deny that you need a longer break. i don't know whether Alfa Edison's invention is helpful or not. Before these lights, people sleep 3 hours longer than what we do usually.
At times, i got tired, another time i become so passionate on things. and tonight, my mood swings to blue. dan harusnya aku belajar untuk mengejar semua ketertinggalan pelajaran, bukan nulis blog.
in my whitey room, the tv's on... james bond movie played in this thursday night. i want to spill out everything in my mind, but too afraid i can't find someone who's capable to understand my mood.
i eat chocolate, a bournvile dark chocolate to boost my mood, it was failed.
i try to focus on my subjects... i can't.
and it's not always about me, and it's not always about: i can or i can't
that's the matter of: "condition"
i learn to not punish myself with all my incapablities, i try to understand my soul.. and i try to learn from people around me.
the tv still palyed the same movie, my friend wait me on skype, but there's nothing stop me to spill this blue thoughts out.
i need holiday!
everyone needs holiday!
believe me, it's not only my problem. it's everyone's problem.
but, less people realize.
you deserve a one day off!
you deserve to let the condition out of your focus.
smile :) the world will follows...
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