I always project myself as a person who lives trough arts, music, books, meeting new people, traveling, love, and everything in between. But sometimes, I found myself not as content as I wish to be.
I spent most of my days to observe anything surrounds me, yes, only observing.

Listen to lecture, listen to friends, listen to boyfriends, read whats going on on internet, and neglecting my own voice.

I wonder if there will be a time, I don't have to work and what I do, even though just a random post on blogspot could turned into living source.

"We live only once, but if we live wise enough.. once is enough."

I know that some decisions in my life are not based on a deep thinking. I tend to go with the flow and please others. I don't get along with people well, I don't trust them.

I keep secrets, I don't want to be close with friends. I am friendly.
I am just, distant.

Writing keeps me sane. I am a single fighter, I love to meet new people and leave them.
Until one point in my life, I know, either I am someone's universe or someone becomes my universe. I gotta compromise.

Since the beginning, I know I am not the star
I am the moon.

I reflect others

And I am glad that I found my star.
the brightest star in my universe.

I found the one who leads my way and I am happy that beneath a very different trait,
we share the same love, romanticism, value, and laughs

I can understand the differences, he does too. We embrace it.
This love, is a perfect comedy-romantic.
One needs to be funny and another will take romantic part.
The absence of one part will lead to another's loss.

This is our love and with hime, one shot is enough. one chance and we make it right.