people want, people talk, people shit everywhere

I love people around, I love people who do not demand but giving,
I am so irritated when I see the trouble makers.
The ones who want to make things their way and oppress other to do as they wish.

Why do people demand so much from other? Don't they see themselves in the mirror and be grateful of what other already giving them instead of asking asking and asking.

I also hate myself because I become too consumed by their feelings, hatred, dominance, greed, those feelings we want to get rid of.

Does this world really need people like that? Why do, sometimes, bad people achieve more than good people? Is this world designed for them to torture the good?

I don't understand.
Why do some people are so mean.

If this world is a survival arena for the fittest, should I be meaner to survive?
Or being good but has chance to die?

I don't want to be a bad person.
I will hate myself.
But why don't they stop.
Stop them, stop them, stop them!