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Another semester is over, yet I still have some things to do such as thesis, summer internship and applying my visa. Everything takes time and effort. 

I can say, in many situations we are not always have the full power to bargain or to defend ourselves. My parents, most of time, put me in a safe cage and I never be in a danger position.

Real world is different.

Being a foreigner outside our own home country, if, we do not have this kind of ability, people will always take advantages.

Let see the examples of white travelling to exotic countries, numerous cases filed as acts of violence, bribery, and robbery. Those stupid whites and misbehave locals are not equipped with what they call, "surviving kits" and "mutual understanding".

As for me, better countries tend to protect their citizen from immigrants like us.

It will be piles of procedures we need to follow, unnecessary documents to proof our legal entity, so on.

I know, it will be so hard for a diaspora like me to survive, to proof people I could be as good as them, to ask for equal rights for myself, to stand on the right side. I.... a daddy's little girl but my daddy cannot protect me anymore. 

Dear my Lord, In fact I do not care of what people think of me, what people do, what people expect from anyone. It just, why it is so hard and so complicated. Most of time, I wanted to explode but I choose not to. I know I can't get things I want now, but if I want it so bad, I always get it!!! 

Someday people will understand why do we need to lessen our borders, why do we need to trust more to other people, why do we need to trust more in ourselves, and why do we need to put ourselves in other people's shoe. 

Because, we all are the same and unique at all time.