double flirts :)

there are lots of happiness in the world, but it seems hard to find one for me...
somehow i felt happy, after that i felt blue.

there are lots of great moment that i missed from 2 days before this day.
it such really "gatewayyy" for me :)

drunk coffee, chit-chatting wif friends, did nothing except laughed a lot, and did some FLIRT!

yes, my bestie "Brit" set me up with a cute barista boy at the coffee shop. i admire him for several monthss, but well... it seems too far.
because every girl like him. every girl got his smile. and i felt lil bit jealous on it.

so, she did it! Brit noted my cellphone number onto the mug... she wrote with CHILI SAUCE. great.
and she gave that mug to "mbak2" and said, "mbak ini buat **** ya.. dari mbak ini.."
she pointed at me.

but, how cold "si mbak2" response... and suddenly "si mbak2" said that, "loh, mbak ada yg mau ngajak kenalan sama minta nomer hp.. itu mas yang pake baju kotak2!"

Brit got a shock!
man with baju kotak2 is "The Chuck Bass" (the coffee shop version). My friend told me, that he's the manager.
handsome, stylist, and... womanizer

and after "si mbak2" took the mug, she gave it to the manager first, and said like,"sorry bukan buat kamu... buat ****"

suddenly all the baristas and waiters laugh at him a lot, like they said, "hey man! you have VJ Utt's faces but you lost in front of your waiter hand"

hahaha, i didn't mean it

oh, and i still remember his face. hahahahahaha.... evving funny! his face turned to red.. and he fade away, took his self-regard and just went away.

actually, i felt lil bit sorry for him. he is Handsome... too much handsome for me. and never cross my mind to refuse a guy like him.

but, i've my choice! and i still admire **** :)
he is UBER CUTE!

with his smile and with his kind words... i melted when i saw his smile.
he gave his number and email, and FLOWER (he made it from tissue)

don't you think it's cute?

so, i ended that day, with full of laugh
and happiness

the day after that day...he text me. but, he was cold on sms.
even, sometimes he ignores me :(

and the other boy (called the manager), he seems gentle.. (well, i'm just guessing... based on his personal page)

well, just like another stories :

"you love someone ignores you, and you ignore someone loves you"