inspiring and inspired

You know, when people say that they were inspired by you, there are only two things in your head.
The first is EXCITED (shy,touched, and happy when you knew you've gave meaning for other)
And the second is AFRAID (well, truthfully, that's sucks when you know people inspired by you, but you can't inspiring yourself)

One of my dearest senior wrote this, click this link if you don't mind.

http://mailroom/note.php?r4a4c14b3&note_id=199229892726&redid=48

He is one of my friends, and he's kind...It feels soo shy when I read his notes.
A description about your description?
Oh please.... I'm not lady Di or Paris. That was soooo nice.

I heart his notes
Also his courage to find a happiness in part time job.
Yeah, I know, the best pleasure is when you have already known the value of what did you do, and how you feell blessed and grateful with God's design. So, good luck bro!

Anyway, the second point of 'inspiring and inspired' is how it can be a sickness

Well, sometimes, I think that was too much, when you see other people is more successful than you, greater, smarter, more lucky, more happy than you!

But, how could you say they have much more, than yours?
At that time when you said, I bet, you didn't know yourself as well.

So... Sometimes, I just can't stand if someone achieving someone else too high...
Including achieving me too high..
I'm afraid... That at the end, I can't fulfill he/she expectations.

Well, being yourself is more than enough than being somebody else... That's the highest pride, when other people appreciate you existence.

So, why don't you just go out without a mask?
Just blend and be yourself...
Put yourself into your fave things to do...and see...
That people love you just the way you are :)

*sorry for the lack of layout, I send this with my cellphone*