Lofe

For me, life is like Ferris Wheel, sometimes you need to be under the other time you live in high.

"when you listen to the old songs you liked very much,

when someone treats you so great and it feels like the first time,

when you want to say out loud how happy you are,

when your silence is already understood..."

that's how i feel these recent months. i know that, future, somehow is so unpredictable. but i think, with hope and faith everything will be okay. Last semester, my ex boyfie cheated on me, or truthfully, i was the second option of him, my gpa was terrible, and i felt like no one would love me better than someone i used to like very much, i was feel like disconnected with my close friends, i mourned too much.

i was so hopeless, really. Suddenly, like Rihanna sings, "I found love in the hopeless place...."
i think she was true.
eventhou my name means hope, usually, i am the first person losing her hope in the very beginning. and i felt like i was unlucky, yet, i see so many peoples are more sadden than me.

well, honestly, i have nothing to say more about my life. i just want to keep my blog going, so someday i could see my writings from time to time. and in this time i am happy. finally, i don't have to pursue any happiness because happiness is my middle name right now :)

ah ya, Today, my boyfie, call him Knight, said to me that he found a book telling about Vienna, my favorite city ever. He promises me someday, when we'll be loaded with money, we'll fly there!

and this Friday night we spent time together. we had dinner, he accompanied me to buy a sweeter -he picked the color-,

 

and i accompanied him to buy a present for her little sis, then we had macedonia ice cream -our favorite-, and then we went home with smiles. we got into fights sometimes, like, how my opinion or his opinion were not listen by the other. we talked so many things, even about Einstein's Relativity Theories. I should say that he elevates a lot. he was right, he is competitive enough. I know he can be anything, from very bad to very good if he wants to.

well, that's all about my lofe (love and life). i hope you guys have a wonderful Friday night wherever you are.

Remember, sometimes life hits you with big stone right onto your head, but that's the way you realize you are alive. from pain, happiness, laughs, and tears. be thankful.... and live your life :)