It's been a week at home and doing nothing except meeting old friends. I honestly feel so distant at home, and wish to go back to Hsinchu as soon as possible. But I also a little bit afraid if I become hopelessly missing him.
I should admit, usually it is a man who needs a partner. For me, I think, it is the opposite. To make my life brighter I need someone to hold onto, and sometimes I take whoever to take care of me. I drawn to feeling that I might be forget at the end and it is not good.
This time, I really have no idea what I do really feel inside. I fall in love and that's true but I think, I have a commitment phobia. I may screw everything up and I don't know what to do.
Can I be committed?
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