summer vacation at home

Touched down Indonesia and waiting for my flight to Surabaya at this moment. I can't believe my relationship is going to be like this, to have him more than a fling is already too much for me.

I told him that I won't bind our relationship, he can do whatever he desires to do, but I wish he still chooses me over those things.

I don't know what should I do at home, I need to make a list and I also need to study Mandarin I guess, otherwise, my prof will be disappointed. 

So, chop chop... see you Surabaya! I really wish I can get on the plane soon!