stuck on my words

it always happen.
i always stuck on my words, in some terms of condition. such as, when i was really happy, when i was really sad, when i was in love, or when i was so depressed.

i think words never been enough.

that's why, now lesser 'good words' comes from my mouth. only smile or silences.

but, if i'm ready to speak. i'll tell you a lot. a lot of my sad stories. a lot of funny jokes. a lot of memorable things in my life.

but, it's pretty hard to find someone who's deserve that kind.

i don't wanna be all-the-time-single, but if i'm not find the one. i think better for me to live single ever.

it just like dragon philosophy in Eragon Movies. the dragons will give their best faith to the drankeinsteins (the dragon rider), but if the dragons not meet the master, they'd be happy for being all the time dragon-egg.

if the masters die, the dragons will die. but, if the dragons die. the masters not have to die.

sweets you know.
but, how many dragon-slave like that?
how many good master in this world?

okay, i think, i stand for dragon-egg philosophy :)
it's better for me being egg for all the time only if i don't meet the match one.

(and i think, after all, in all conditions... typing is always best way out from stucks)