with the flow

am so tired, failing in the same matters over and over again. i don't know why this happened to me? (i know, i always ask the same question).

i don't have any plan rite now, i don't have anything to hold.

am sad, a total sad. no one will understand.

but, what shud i do?

nothing.

i hate to repeat the same sad songs.

i need time

i need something

to hold

i let him go

but he stays in my heart.

i need time, to chase him away, from my heart.

i need time.

to start all over again.