To Be Honest

"you don't have to make up story, when everything you said is honesty"

but at times, admit it. we do lies. i did it too.

mostly i did it because i don't want to hurt someone's feeling, the other is i want to give a good impression on things by lying.

the last movie i saw with my friend, gave me an excuse for lie, "it doesn't matter if you're lying, as long as you know the reason behind it, is for a goodness."

well, i really take the words so deep, so every time i lied to people, i would consider the reason behind it. every time i did it for my self objection, i feel guilt. every time i did it for a good reason, i will gladly to do it over and over again.

and so far, i always tell the truth, i have no intention to lie to people i love. my parents. my best friend. my friend. i raised by honesty, my parents teach me how to rely on truthfulness. my parents teach me how to respect each other by their words and attitude. and my parents teach me how to be a good person with attitude.

an attitude means: we do not lie on serious matter, we lie for sweetness touch, we shows hospitality, warmness, caring, and loving sides to people outside family. but we are hard, discipline, and sarcastic a bit inside the family.

i know that's a code for hypocritical, but for me that's the way to learn how to behave, and excel our behavior from the inside.

okay, it's little bit confusing. well the point is: "Honesty has two sides of effect. it'll be good, it'll be bad. the determines of good and bad, depend on how we take it as caused. if you need to lie, then do it without doubt. if you want to lie to people, go lie to yourself first. Why? Lie is also a truth, until you know it was wrong."