Tuesday, January 17, 2012

the one that stumble by holiday

these days are holiday, but i think i am not really looking into holiday. my parents are busy, my sisters are just the same. i am the only jobless person at home. my boyfie is struggling with his final project. i am so useless. i feel like, i should do something fun and exciting. yet i know, i have to do some things important first. that's why i hate to grow old. growing old, means more responsibility and less fun. it means we have to be independent as soon as possible, yet i know, being independent is not really what i want it. the only thing i want is, find someone whom i can rely on forever. haha. i know such a spoil girl.
oh dear my holiday, things i really want are finish this courses as soon as possible, doing as much as i can, live a busy weeks with lovely people around are worth more than a useless holiday.
well, the thing i am glad about holiday is more time to sleep, no one wake you up for class, no assignment need to be submitted. but still, the pressure of being undergraduate itself becomes so heavy.
well, catch you later... hope in the next post, i will have something nice to share. not only a stumble mumble life.

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