i saw him today

i saw him in a distance today. usually, i will say hi and smile. but i just stare him and throw my sight away. i can't let him see my pain. he probably knew my feeling over him. i want to erase him from my head, but i just can't. i am proud of myself that i am not that clingy, and i wish this crushing time will end soon. he'll leave. short for story, i just need to handle myself. sooner or later, i'll be cool.