I think, I think when it's all over it just came back in flashes you know... It's like a kaleidoscope of memories but it's all comes back... But he never does... I think part of me knew that the second I saw him      this would happen... It's not really anything he said nor anything he did.. It was the feeling that came along with it. And crazy thing is I don't know that am I going to feel that feeling again.. But I don't know if I should.. I knew we were moved too fast and burnt too bright.. But I thought.. How can a devil pulling you toward someone looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you.. Maybe he knew that when he saw me.. I guess I just lost my balance.. I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.. It was losing me...