damn, i lose myself tonite. i can't do it anymore. i need to quit, i don't care. screw my heart! i feel pissed off.

i want to be single and live happier. i can't afford it anymore.

my professional life was good, but my personal life. i don't know how to say.

i lose my control today. i pissed off.

i need to give up.

(it's different between i want to and i need to)

in case, i think i shud take some space for myself. pack my things and enjoy my travelling/working moment.

screw all the intuition, screw the flight attendant, screw me, and screw you.

i shud know that i need space for myself. i want to be selfish.

this time, i don't care what ppl say. this time, i want to take care of myself.

i can be silent.

that's my 2nd best ability.

and i enough with anything twisted from this stupid life.

i want to curse!

i want to piss everyone who bothers me tonite!

damn!