Well, the recent days were amazing, I went to singapore with other interns. We had fun.
I met backpackers from any other country, I spent my night with them, I felt like the only asian that lost in western colony.
the question that they ask to me, were really deep and toughtfull.. Like, "what's ur best place you can imagine to live?"
And I said, "VIENNA"
why Vienna? I always dream to live there, it's the capital city of austria, where sound of music film takes place.
The guy whom I talk to, he's a german. He lives in the small village near Austria, it takes 1,5hour to get there. He said, "austria also my best place to visit..."
It kind of weird, while some asians believe that Paris is a symbol of europe, but I choose to stay in austria instead of france or uk.
Well, but the thing I want the most is be with my bf..or if am looking for future, I want to be with my husband.
The difference between me and him is, he'd like to fly while my favorite is stay abroad.
He drives aircraft, and enjoys every moment in it. Mine is... I love to fly just to reach other places and stay there.
I feel like I can be anywhere, but it'll be better if I can be somewhere with the one I love. I don't want to see the world alone. I want someone besides me....
It kind of perfect, everytime I think about how the futures could be.
But, not a perfect thou, while the reality hurts so bad.
Distance.
one of the risk that I've to pay.
Lonesome.
Inconvenient environments.
Distrust.
And so many excuse to cry every night.
I want to be happy, but I know,
Even In fairytale, happiness were written only the last chapter.
I hope I can wait him.
I hope, someday, he loves me like I do.
I love him for sure.
But it takes time to declare..."Yeah, he's MINE"
And it takes time to decide... "To stay or to leave"
He's my last. If the last fails, I don't know what to do then.
Love is a complicated thing that happened in my life.
I love you, MAA.
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