A week after that day, I've been on a trip to Bangkok, the city of angels.
Well, I should agree that bangkok has so many beautiful peoples. No wonder, they claimed as the city of angels.
I wish I could share some photos here, so that people will see me taking picture with Thailand's honeybees and smiling in front of Pattaya beach!
Well, once my friend told me that, as a college girl I travel little bit a lot. And of course, I run out money now!
Next week, my pals will leave me to Bali, it should be Rp. 0,- budget vacation, because it'll be a reward from our office. All the accommodation and transportation are provided. But then, I need to catch a schedule in monday. And I have a German class in Saturday!
I am so excited to attend my 1st German Class. I admire Germany since I was a kid. I see people who lives in Germany is so "kool"! And I have some of germans friends that really cool. I want to visit them someday and greet them in Germans :)
From my illustrations above, I hope you guys could see me happy, and I think I am getting much better without state anything. I feel happy.
I mean, life's so stressful. I see how sad I was, and I start to cry. But then, there always be a rainbow after hard rain. I have NOTHING to be proud of this time. I got nothing, but I learned something :))
once my best companion said to me like this, "there are so many smart people in this world, but then, don't worry honey.... Everyone is special...the point is 'differentiation'. We have to see where we placed, and dare to be different"
I know it such classic, but then he was true. Why do I need to worry so much? Life's all about competition. It wasn't the smartest man survived, it was the most adaptable ones! I refer this quote from Charles Darwin.
Well, talk about love life..... I am happy :) and I wonder, how easy to love my current boyfriend. Why don't I did it long time ago??? He used to be my friend for these 3 years. Peoples know, he is the funny one. He always bring cheers, laugh, and happiness to everyone. I used to see him funny, and I am still seeing him funny.
It is so easy to love him, to trust him, to fall completely in him. And I am so scared if I could disappoint him. If I made the same mistake, If I couldn't love him appropriately. He's not the type which used to be comes and goes in my life. He was the one who always near beside me. He was the one who never crossed my mind. But made me laugh in the most of time.
Even, at times I was so afraid to share this happiness. I am so afraid if someone took this happiness from me. I can't imagine if he didn't hold me in my lowest point of self esteem.
I was so low, till I couldn't see nothing good in me. Until he said, he loves me, and see me different. He always stare me....and lucky me, I got his sight, so this time is my turn to stare him back :)
Well, that's all the update. I wish I could find a better connection, so I could post some pictures and beauty.
Happy night!
Nadia Aulia
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