Provehito in Altum

"Love is sweet when it's new, but sweeter when it's true" @TheLoveStories

it's been long time since the last time I feel I'm so secure in love. well, people comes and goes, you'll see so many "love topic" posts in my blog. how every love story I had, I drowned myself so deep. I always love deeply.

For me, it's always, "all or nothing"
Even in some cases, I'm not 100 percent totally in love with someone, I used to a devoted person to commitment.

My current boyf would not like this topic I bet, he's so irritated about past. And lucky me to have him, he reminds me not to rely on my pasts too long.

And you know, since I choose to let myself be happy, I feel blessed in everyday! Every single day....♥

Even there are several things I hate like:
1. Boring lecturers
2. Sticky Schedules
3. Run out Money
4. Unorganized jobs
5. Smoking-Boyfriend (!!!)
6. Insensible Boyfriend.... Is it a boy nature that boys are always sweeter when they were not having us?
7. Parents' Talks
8. Third Person
9. Bad Dreams (!!!)
10. Insecure about future

So many things bothered my mind, I am so afraid of making the same mistakes, or having something failed again and again. I hate repeated mistakes! I hope I'm not going to make it again.

Since I feel so secure whenever and wherever my boyfriend around, I feel like nothing else matter. Usually, I'm a sane lover. I think I'm going to be insane with this deep intensity of love.

it's been 4 years since I have a boyfriend, who is near! Oh my God. The difference is, I feel happier.

As the tagline of 30 second to mars, "Provehito in Altum"
Carried to the high ♥, his love carries me high :)
but please please please, don't let me fall.

Well, at the end, cheers! I'm happy :)
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