A lesson

I learnt that when I found something worth having for, I will never ever give up to fight for it.

Opportunities are there, the one who braves enough will take any chance to make it happen.

But luck, is more than just hard work. It is beyond that.

Many events happened in my life were co-creation between determination, hardwork, and piece of luck.

And every single decision we take in life will determine our future.

I made many bad decisions in the past, I really do.

I let go person that I care because I was too young to understand commitment, I abandoned my study because I wanted more fun in life, I lied so much to my parents because I wanted always be a good kid.

I learnt that those things are wrong and I shouldn't do that. I regret every single mistake I made.

And even by many mistakes I made in life, many good opportunities are still there.

I still have people who love me, care for me, and I don't lack of anything.

I learnt hard way that we should forgive ourselves and others.
I learnt that life is not a single matter of rationality.
I start to give a trust to my intuition... Because at the end, it wasn't my logic who made my day brighter. It was the feeling of loved and loving.

I knew it all the time, I will be at this moment.
A crossing-path between freedom and responsibility, between love and insanity, between lonely and soul-searching.


I knew it all the time that this moment will pass, but in fact, this node will determine the next one.

And right now,

I already found the one.

And no matter how hard it will be. I promise to myself I will not ever give up. Love is always find the way.