i dressed like a fool=(
okay, here is the story...
the story came after i woke up from my nap.. i feel still sick, and lil bit cold. but, my bf came at 4. so, i met him and accompanied him..
at first i was so amazed that he took me lot of chocolates and puddings, a chocolate pudding.. even i prefer a fresh pudding than chocolate, i'm so happy because..i knew he try to be my best =))
even he just a campus boy, and "anak kos"..hehe
here is the picture of the cakes:
then, after i taste a bit of chocolate cakes, we had a topic to debate.. debate is one of my fave things to do with him.. i don't know, sometimes with just only talk with someone, i can estimate what quality of person he is.
we talk about the election... ha!
yea, i don't have any capable to talk those like an expert.. but..
after talking i knew, that i have different point of view..
he is more moderate than i am, and i prefer to be brave and he said "insane"
i believe in power, and stability..
he believe in freedom for victory.
hmm... i will post it later, if i have more time because that's very interesting for me.
well, after we had sat.evening talk, he asked me to go to somewhere.. he suggest delta, but i prefer TP..
and ya knaw.. he always grant my will=)
na... the silly story started from here.. like always.. i do anything in a rush.. get dress and do anything in fast moving..
i don't even care, what kind of t-shirt do i take from my box.
i take the comfortable one, not a bad outfit.. but not a hilarious one.
i change my home outfit into a red t-shirt(because he wore red giordano t-stirt, and looks lovely on it.. i want to see match with him)
then i'm getting closer to him, he said..
"lo, baju itu..."
i don't know what he means..
so i ask him, "do i look bad on this??"
he said, "no"
but, i know there is something wrong with me..
but, i think.. why do i have too much thinking on my t-shirt?? i dress proper, and i don't see any lack on my clothes... so i don't make it mind..=)
the date was nice.. go to book store (my fave), and culinary! hehehe.... after go around and around... then he said,
"yank, you know... you always wear that t-shirt in our dates! you wear that t-shirt three times and sequences. don't you remember??"
TA DA!
oh maii.... how can i soo silly like that??
i know that t-shirt is comfy, it's N I K E limited edition!
i know that t-shirt was made from cotton, very fit on my curvy arms, and i love the color in red..
i really love that t-shirt...
but, do i ever wear the t-shirt three times and can't remember that??
well, maybe.. that's a difference between my old me and new me...
now, when with him.. i don't need more exaggerate outfit and looks.. i comfort to be myself.. not depend on my bf anymore..
but the minus is, sometimes i'm soo uncaring, and my focus is unbend.. and the habit usually hurt the ppl around's feeling...
like, i lost my friend's old photograph..
i search any where, but i cannot found it..
it was not my focus, so i don't take that serious.. but, when my friend need that... i feel sorry and guilty...
am i a bad person? maybe...
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