the old me :
maybe it's blurry, but the girl black cardi is me. look so fashionable at that time..with most adorable glads, which in that time is soo rarely in town. the picture taken when i was in shs. with my classmate we had a picnic to Bungkul (click me), look so young and free spirited...
that's me..in shs. heheh... that was before SISTEM, an "ospek" at my campus for the freshmeat, SISTEM was held in 6 month, and i tell you, because that is secret.. it totally change you... change me..
SISTEM makes me break up with my ex, and SISTEM also gives me my mature love after that.
i don't have any happy ending after SISTEM, more over, i have much much more things to do after that, and lesser time to play like in shs...
that was me at SISTEM part-1, it means in late 2008:
hehe... still looks happy, even there were a lil bit differenciate, i'll become more thin and my skin is burden by sun. hmmm... like another story, yes from this picture everything's change. spinning down... i am not a senior high school student anymore.
part 2 SISTEM
part 3 SISTEM
pre-IOC
look so tired huh ? yea.. this picture took in the hardest part story of my life.. i broke up with my ex, nothing looks obvious after that, i just can see my past, when he was already living in his happy life. and in that time also, i realize, that, this life is so hard to pass by myself. i found myself cry again and again every night... the problem were a to z. my campus, my SISTEM, my love life, my time table (i don't know why it such a problem, but it first time for me i have a scrambled time table..rrr), my gpa, and my difficulties in being independent.
now, i found my life so hectic, my love life also... i have a serious bonded, i have duties to do.. and i have a mature(r) commitment , further vision and the purpose of my life. so, i won't fail in relationship anymore.
THIS IS THE NEW PART OF MY LIFE
and nothing can't stop me for being myself. mature but still free spirited... i believe in destiny.
and i believe in hardwork and pray(s).
99% hardwork and 1% God do the rest...
cheer and silly smile. honest, life than ever
that's me (and my friends).. ordinary, free spirited, and unbeatable
that's me (and my friends).. ordinary, free spirited, and unbeatable
Oh i was touched while read this post, Nad. Seems like I'm seeing myself now. Have you ever read my blog? There were many posts told that I was in trouble. Trouble on this time; at the beginning of being mature. After graduated from high school, there were many changes happened. I was sooo hectic that time, 'til I got enlightened. If you mind me to give you some advices, I'd like to ask you to blend your daily activities with your opened mind, keep your thoughts on positive way, then start smiling! :)
ReplyDeletelove youu nadiaaa
ReplyDeletelong time we do not see each other
terribly sad that i have missed many things you've been through (your break up and i didnt even know you have anemia, what kind of friend am i, man?)
but proud to see how you have grown =]
miss you and looking forward to our annual gathering with dil dul
aniway,aku bikin blog juga,sumpek,hehehe
thanks mates, i know smile is the best way to face the day =)
ReplyDelete@kiza : yea, i've read your posts, same dilemma, heheh.. maba.its.syndrome i think =p
thanks for advice, i'll be stronger day by day, if we weak for life, life will be hard for us. if we strong for life, life will be soft to pass =)
@audy: you're the best that i can have dy! irreplaceable mate ever, love come and go, but our friendship stay the last.. i'll link you =)