Boredom Saturday

In monday, exam terms will come, that's why i don't enjoy this weekend, or i enjoy it much? perfectly lonely, i listen to several sad songs: temper trap, hellogoodbye, and illuminate. i don't know the lyrics as well, but i enjoy the instruments.

I wonder, why college life is so boring? these subjects, teachers, and also friends. i'm getting into a smaller and smaller community. in other hand, i eager to know the world more. not just 150 members class of 2008.

I do love them. i do! but i need to meet new people, i need to learn new subjects, and i hate this boredom so much.

I go trough pages to see how people connected with each other, i see them laugh, i see them cry, i see them missing each other, hating each other, and i feel like.... i can feel what they feel.

if this humanity is art, i'm the big lover of these arts.

my boredom saturday, seeing how people connected with each other....rather than seeing deep into me, that i have no one to connect with.

Pathetic? yes. that's my name.