why does it's hard to speak?

something that i left unspoken.

doesn't mean that i don't want to get any answer, but i wait.

i wait for the perfect time, i wait for someone knocks in front of my heart to say, "Hi Lady, i'm not a bad guy.."

for those moments, i'll wait forever.

i'm not the girl who's gonna lie to you

i'm not the girl who's gonna bring you down

i'm not the spoil one

i'm not the girl whose "wanna haves" desease

i'm not the girl for "hi" and "leaves"

i'm the girl who always wait

i'm the girl who prides honesty

i'm the strong one

family is a priority,

commitment is majesty

for me, love comes from the simple things, a comfort relationship, trust, also honesty.

it doesn't mean if i had bad romance in the past so i don't want to have any romance in future.

i want it.

i believe something good is about to happen, if i choose to remain in the good side of me.

i believe i deserve for someone who has commitment, loyalty...a perfect lover.

that's why it's hard to speak.

because this one, i want to build for last.

and if it's not. then i should have wait...

wait like forever