it's so freakin' me out

call me patetic, while all my words dedicated to sorrow, pain, and emptiness.

and when the happiness comes, i don't know what to do.

HOPE-ing is also my favorite, i know, it's silly, stupid.

it just like, i never learnt.

well, i can't lie to myself. day by day, surprise to surprises... i think words are not enough. i want to know more and more.

while, you're kind of my new addiction of surprise.