Exam Weeks

Final is coming and I do feel like crazy. I am not sure of what I should do, I do it anyway. I want to cry like a child, but there is no point to be weak. I hate exam weeks, I hate to feel the pressure, but I always like the feeling afterwards.

I might be not sure of what I do right now, but I hope I can generate the best out of it.

In this condition, stupid idea of love and fling seem so far. Now, life gets hard and real.

I am not a lucky European which having higher standard since birth. I am just insignificant Asian with a big dream to change my fortune.

In this kind of condition, I do believe in God. I do believe that there will be higher power who is willing to take care of me. I feel mellow in a very different way. I feel lonely yet so peaceful inside. I don't know what kind of feeling is it, but it is tender and comforting.