i can't get this shit out of my mind

i cant sleep again,

if i could be too selfish and ego,

i really want to run

scream out loud

and never look behind

if i could describe how does my heart look like, it just like this:

pecah

if i could do something, i just want to take a haaaarrrrrrrrdddddddddd breath
and sighhhhhhh

and run run run

to the end of this land

then, sit and cry...

watching the ocean

when the big sea meets the big sky

and asking for God's Answer:

God, Tell me...
"What's the different of The Best Moment and The Best itself??"
can you just help me to figure out, what have I done?
am I deserve of this...




God, hear me...
Please don't leave me alone