sooner or later, i have to do this thing (and, i can't imagine how difficult is that, in addition i can't operate any adobe premier software, and i can't doing editing stuff!)
i need a tutor...
but, most of all i need the cassette first...
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that's all about my dying job
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my love life? pathetic!
okay, a nice guy was asking me to watch a movie, but honestly i said no
a prince charming shows his caring, but sadly, he already had a girlfriend (i just want to say, "mas mas, punya pacar masi sms saya.. kalo nggak ganteng udah saya pecel dari kemaren=p)
and my ex-own, oh i have no heart again for him,
he is a good man. (full stop)
see? what was this life going to be?
i think this is the worst, but every time always seems get worse...
oh, i can't stand for this any longer (please God, I can't... Can You hear me??)
i already had everything,
a good life,
a good social network,
a good mark,
a good circumstances,
a good job,
and a happiness...
then You took one by one from me,
my boyfriend's faith,
my social network,
my organisation life,
my dream job (it is dying now),
and most of all,
my balances of my life!
(how can i sleep at 3 or 5 am, then i always miss my morning time??)
God, hear me... maybe i am not the one who really "good" for deserve Your kindness, maybe i am the one, who always complain about "why does it can't work properly?"
but, i always have a better reason to still love my life
and i always try to be the better person for myself and the whom i love
now, i read this book!
change!
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