it's not easy for me ya know!

what's in my mind:

it's not easy for me, when i have to face the truth, i am all alone.
face this world alone, and tell to everyone that i am okay.
when you keep your silent, i've to face this.

what i have to say, to your friends, to your sister, to the world?
you can't tell them the bad news,
so?

it's hard you know. to face them all alone. to say that i am okay.
to tell, "it's okay, maybe i'm not the match one."
"that was my fault"
"no no no, i am okay... it's not a big deal"
"everbody gets hurt, and that's normal"
"it's okay... please don't sorry for me"
"i am okay"

"I'M SICK OF BEING OKAY!"

even i am not the one
you've been searching for
i also have feelings

"thank you"