see me smile, see you smile =)

actually I don't wanna cry anymore, and luckily I'm not cry.
but sometimes, i just feel too much pain instead.
it's not about me, it's about him.
I love him, of course.
but i don't want to hurt anybody's feeling, moreover break another relation again.

it's not my fault, i knew.
but, i was in wrong way and wrong time to love him. and bomb!

i know, he doesn't love me, he loves her. i don't know, she loves him back or not, that's not my business and not my territory.
but, because of i love him, the most important thing for me is, "he gets what he want, he gets her, and gets his love back"

i'm happy with my life now, nothing too much pressure surrounds me, not have to do "take and give" ritual, and i love myself
i just want every that i love happy, that's all.

good luck for your life buddy!
where ever you are,
when ever you feel alone,
there is nothing you've to fear,
no more sad songs please... no more sad song.

just live your life, i pray for your happiness
even, maybe you never know

but, i've sacrificed so far, you've to chase your love.
that's the only way my happiness complete
i love myself, and i love you
and no reason to cry, just how to see you smile