Happy

I spent days and nights in front of Laptop, i watched lots of movie, from the cool ones to the creepy ones. let me count how great they were:

1. X-Men first class

2. Pirates Carribean IV

3. Flipped

4. Eazy A

5. The 19th Wife

6. The Switch

7. Vanishing on the 7th Street

8. What Happens in Vegas

9. Red Riding Hood

10. Crazy Little Thing Called Love

11. Gossip Girl Season 4 Ep 20, 21, 22

okay, there were so many such as baby and ocean that i watched partly for each. those movies are my extacies to keep me up. I need to finish my report by the end of this month. and i was like, bloody, bored by the thing called Academic. Failure was not my type. i irritated so much to any kind of failure, until i experienced it. my academic record was such a hell. okay, i repeat it again, HELL!

so, i could choose between groaning the disappointing, or accept it. well, i choose the 2nd option. I ACCEPT IT. and move on.

i left all the pain behind, i hold onto things too long, i hold things that i couldn't handle anymore. i was give up in so many things. and i think, it was the best. i need to be survived. and in order to be survived, i need to let the things go. i need to re-arrange my focus once again, and move on.

LIFE IS TRIALS, I JUST NEED TO PASS IT ONCE.

Now, when i stated, YES I GIVE UP, YES I FORGIVE YOU, YES I FORGET YOU.... everything becomes easier and happier. acceptance is the root of all happiness. i might be failed, in so many things. but i survived. i let myself to be cured, and thank God, i felt like universe helps me in a weird way.

i surrounded by loving people :) i open my heart to the new-old person, once crossed in my life before. i give him chance. :) and i am happy. happier than before. it sounds stupid, but how people gives me vibes of happiness. happiness just like spreading my heart with its own way.

this story is a proof of this statement: "ALL WE NEED IS A RIGHT PERSON, IN A RIGHT MOMENT SO EVERYTHING TURNS TO BE RIGHT"

forever is not enough to say how happy i am tonight.

all these pains, sad stories, betrayals, failures, are nothing but the way i learn HAPPYNESS.

thank you Allah