Types of person

I woke up at night, in the past two days. Well, it wasn't good, but at least better than can't sleep at all.

Anyways, I sleep "enough" here. I come along the way 400km from my town just to discover one thing important: "I can sleep properly"

Well, this is my grandma house, and I love everything here. I mean, I love this kind smell of old, atmosphere, and people here. I always like come to home.

And another fact, that I'm still haunted by sadness, is torture me. I wonder how could someone gave me so much pain in little amount of time.
I thought the question is un answerable. I was wrong.

This is the proof that human is special. From the beginning I was an observer.

I see that he has something charismatic and emotional appealing inside him.
No wonder he is so good at getting and collecting girls. He was studying us.

But I'm different, like I told you. I might be devastated, but I never lose my observant thinking. So I study him back.

Fact that he has most unique job from the other people I might know, however, strike me so clearly. I got this pattern.
This is an evidence of "The Law of Few"

He is the only pilot I closely know, he has short of dramatic life story, he is very expression-able with all of his mimicry. He is such charismatic, he may be known he may be not.

Once old time, I also had boyfriend who has this charismatic types. He gets the girls easily, he gets every vibes from his surrounding, he was a good announcer. But, he has flaw too! *like everybody should, but I don't want to discuss it here

As far I remember, the only way I could healed from his influence is when I stepping away from his radar. And after years go by, I involve some of persistence behavior to such influence like that. That's what people called, "troubles made you stronger"

We're not stronger than before, but we're persistent from it!

Well, this is not my "just an opinion" crap. I read Malcolm Gladwell book named Tipping Point.

He stated that there are 3 types of person, 1st is the connector, 2nd is the mavens, 3rd is the salesman.

Connector is a sociable type of person loving to build thousand of friend as associates. Or maybe they just love too communicate and making list of people.

Maven is a righteous. Maven thinks the world should involved in a right way. They concern on details, and they have a sense to help people with his information they gathered. They are our information guide book. They have a lot of interests, and they use it to help.

Salesman is charismatic person. I think most of playboys have this kind personalities. They are so convincing. They pursue people with talks and mimicry and emotion. They can be a good leader or very bad person. When they come to a room, people just know who is the boss.

After I knew about this fact, doesn't mean I could remove their influence in a dip. But I could build a persistence of it.

So this is what I promise to myself. I would never diminish my true emotion, because I'm a sensible person. But I know I have a good brain to make most of things logic and explain able.

Soooooo, end of story. At the end I hope, I'll meet someone with a good heart inside. This all matters :)
Nadia Aulia