Zero mind process

every time at night, just before I want to sleep, I felt I want to cry. From last night, I had chosen to pray instead of cry.

People always hurt me, but someday there will be someone who will take care of me, and never hurt me :) *classical princess' drama? I knew.

The funny thing is, after I recall my memory about princess story, no one of them were bad endings. And you know, it's always been a rich-prince with a good heart personality. I don't want to be skeptical, but how many men out there born with lots of money or emperor? How many men out there born undefect? No one is perfect.

No one has the exactly the same story with any of princess'.
we have to find us!
I have to find my OWN story!

And like all the wise men said, "no one got everything s/he wants"
So true!

If we got what we want, that's the matter of miracle! Yes, Miracle!

Some of you will say, "what? Nooo I don't believe in any miracle?"

Well, I may refer to someone, once he said, "there are only two ways of life, 1st who doesn't believe in miracle, 2ndly who believes everything is miracle"

And I choose to be the 2nd Person.


How bad people hurting me, assume me wrong, cursing me, or hating me. Or how clueless I am in front of people. How introvert I am inside. How silence and cold I am.

I know, good or bad, is something mattered inside.
And I'm not going to poisoning myself with bad things..... I am weak person. But I believe God handles All of my problems.

Zero mind process.

*well, I'm so sorry for making this blog kind a mess. I mean, I could write something worth to read, but I choose to write nothing but crap.

*this blog is my self help, and I write down everything here... My thoughts, my life, my moods, just to make sure, I'm alive therefore I could feel stress or depress

*you could just go on next blog if you want to, or knows me better trough my writing, but please please, don't judge me.

*this is the only page I spoken my minds honestly, without any prejudice..this is how I am inside.
Nadia Aulia