From planned to unplanned broken heart.
I can't avoid my heart suffered.
When I gave my all.
When I said to my self,
"This one is going to be the last"
My last, didn't choose me, since the beginning.
What should I say?
I had enough ache
I had enough of tears
I had enough this kind of feeling
I need help.
But who's going to help me?
I need someone hug me and said,
"Come on...you're not that strong"
Nadia Aulia
Come on...you're not that strong
ReplyDeleteyou're very smart girl
with your brain, your logic,
it makes you different with the other ordinary girls. I already told it to you.
but i think you have to learn to use your heart, to understand about feelings.
some times people feel hurt, some times people feel happy. life is always like that, there is no black without white.
but many people don't want to get hurt, they just focused to catch happiness. untill they failed and got hurt.
its more easier if we enjoy every part of life, enjoy succes, enjoy fail, enjoy love, enjoy hate, enjoy happines, enjoy sadnes, enjoy all that god gives to us. all we can do is just give the best effort and let god to do the rest.
I don't mean to judge you or teach you about anything. I just try to share my experience with you, because i just your awkward friends. hope you feel better.
i feel much better, okay, i lied.
ReplyDeletei feel...um, numb.
but thank you :)
when you tell me? do i know you...? um, i guess i do.
i thought you'll say "be strong" despite you said, "enjoy"
how can i enjoy sadness? but maybe you're right. i spent most of time cursing the sadness, pretend i moved on, while i am not exactly cured. maybe i should enjoy this part. till i had enough with it.
thank you, again.
you ask how to enjoy sadness?
ReplyDeletefor me its simple,
just try to enjoy you can cry,
enjoy you can feel itch in your heart, some times its feel funny for me when i think how come my heart feel itchy..
essentially just try to enjoy what you feel when you sad..
in the end i just can enjoy very relieved when i can't enjoy sadness anymore..
thanks very much if you still remember me..
life is wonderfull, i hope all people can enjoy it and make our world more wonderfull..
now i completely don't know who you are :( and maybe i don't know my self either.
ReplyDeletebut thank you,
crying is always good to release pain.
but then, i cried too much.
you don't wanna know how bad it'll be.
"in the end i just can enjoy very relieved when i can't enjoy sadness anymore.."
i've been there, maybe, but it didn't feel any better. it was like..... emptiness.
but maybe you were right, i just need to enjoy this thing first :)