not had enough

well, after long episode of sadness, now i faced by the emptiness.

my friends are angles. they help me trough hard time, cherish me with stupid jokes. and never leave me behind. i love my friends!

i also heard some good advice, like, take it slow, just enjoy, and so on.

meanwhile, my heart is so...... confused.

there are chips on my shoulder.

a ship without harbor :(

i fight this situation alone.

once, someone talked to me, deep.

i never been talking that deep since a long time.

i see myself.

the weak side of me.

i don't know how to describe, how it gave me vibes.

i just conquer, that i am not that strong.

i need to enjoy sadness.

i need to take this time slower.

in order to be happy

i must had enough of sadness.

so.... now.... maybe the sadness isn't enough. the emptiness waiting on the corner. i see them.