let's catch life!

I found that some of girls are just too happy for being sad.
We fall into sad songs, sad stories,
We fall for tears.

We believe that someday, every pain is paid. Someday, somewhere, somehow.. We'll see a happy face of us. Under a perfect sky, with a big smile painted on our face, a happiness after a long story of pain. A perfect happiness of patience.

I believe that. I'm just normal girl who falls in love with fairy tale, and happily ever after endings.

Like all hollywood's drama, every book I read, every song I hear. A happy lyrics.

So, every time I think of you, I feel like someday we will be happy.
I thought you were different, end of my journey. Worth to keep. Worth to fight. So I fight too hard for you.

And time telling me the opposite. I might be wrong, I might be lost, so you are.

It just not our time to conquer how this story should be.
We just too young to understand, and we waste our time.
While we're busy hating each other, life is rotating around us.

So I tell you, goodbye :)
You fulfilled my life with stories, so I did to you.
One of my favorite part.
One of my favorite lesson to learn.
One of my favorite dream.

How you tore me with anything you did, how you cheer me with simple things,
How you lied,
How you made excuses for bad things,
How you become wise while I'm rushing myself,
How you price the pride,
How you believe in your purpose,
Your idea,
Your believes,
Your pride,
Your weakness,
Your lost,
Our simple talks,
Our deep talks,
Our purposes,
Things we've done.

I remember every detail of it.

And at times, there are so many people dwell in our dreams, but only one person stays in our real.

And maybe, it's not you, anymore.
Whatever you've done, whoever you become, no longer in my sight.

Swollen heart I were, but not now.
I'm single inside out.
And I can feel love, still.

Maybe not for you.
Time will tell.

So, Let's Catch life!

Nadia Aulia